There is so much beauty in the world.

My life is wonderful, because of you.
So I pretty much chopped all my hair off, like 18 inches in the past couple months. I love it so much. Been wanting to do this for a while now. I love my new hair it’s so fun to wash hehe;)

So I pretty much chopped all my hair off, like 18 inches in the past couple months. I love it so much. Been wanting to do this for a while now. I love my new hair it’s so fun to wash hehe;)

I have the sexiest man in the world

This blog is for me to write how I feel so people who read I hope you don’t think I’m vaunting about my life all the time or complaining depending on what you’re reading.

But oh my god everything has been so perfect lately, my man makes me so happy, he’s so perfect and so good to me and right now and for the past couple years I’ve been so madly in love with him, he is so perfect and he makes me beyond happy, I know deep in my heart I won’t ever lose this feeling because I have such a deep sense of security with him and I know he would never mess anything up, I love my man, today is a good day:)

Oh sweet old lady you’re breaking my heart today

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Falling more in love every single second of every single day

All I want is good for you
I want you to wake up and feel good
Well rested and stress free
I want you to always understand me
Everything I say and do is always for you
The feeling I get when we’re together is beyond comprehension I will always have so much compassion
My life would be so meaningless if I didn’t have you
I feel as if you saved me from loneliness by giving me all your passion. Ever since I talked to you that first time, we both knew we were soulmates and we were meant to be together, sharing the best experience of first love together, I may be young but my soul is beyond my years.
My heart grew a hundred times bigger, every insecurity I had all went away, I know as long as I have you I will be safe, my body yearns for your embrace, I need you Ryan and I will always love you forever, you will be mine for eternity and that security puts this smile on my face.

I realized I never posted a picture of my tattoo after it healed! I love my beautiful tattoo, can’t wait for more, eventually, maybe ill get a heart and an R on my ring finger like Ryan did (with an S though obviously) I love tattoo’s!

I realized I never posted a picture of my tattoo after it healed! I love my beautiful tattoo, can’t wait for more, eventually, maybe ill get a heart and an R on my ring finger like Ryan did (with an S though obviously) I love tattoo’s!

I thought moving in together like having our own house wouldn’t change things but they have

For the better.
Oh my god, Ryan is such a hard working man, he does so much, he never quits I don’t know how anybody could possibly do so much and work so hard. It makes me so proud, it’s so nice being a house wife! (Or fiancé but very soon ill be able to actually call myself a house wife hehe) it makes me want to do a ton of things too, I love cooking dinner every night and decorating and having all the space and freedom I want, I had all the freedom I wanted before, doing my own thing and all but now I have my own house to be free in! You start to notice little things you didn’t notice before and you start to feel new wonderful feelings you didn’t know you could have, even through struggle and hard times we are so beyond happy, things have change drastically in the best most beautiful way, I am beyond happy that is all I could say, I have the perfect family and the perfect man, I’m so so in love it’s completely unfathomable.

Oh sweet man you will always mean the absolute world to me.

Ryan makes me so happy, he let me drive his beautiful car to work today and he’s doing so much, he’s such a good hard working man, even if we’re super broke right now, we don’t need to spend money to have fun we just entertain each other and work on our house and that is so much fun :) lol. That’s how I feel today, I have paint all over me right now, I feel pretty good though, not letting stress get to me, our love can get us through anything.

Gettin some sun on my belly! My new found belly button ring I bought exactly a year ago at fair!

Gettin some sun on my belly! My new found belly button ring I bought exactly a year ago at fair!

This is me, stopped sitting in my car, wearing my favorite hat. Have a great day all:)

This is me, stopped sitting in my car, wearing my favorite hat. Have a great day all:)

Such a beautiful morning with my hunny. We’re both sick though with allergies and it’s not so great, his voice is all crackly, I learned having your own house you get addicted to buying flowers and wind chimes, I want more and more and more, such a beautiful day though, I’m so happy and so very much in love!

I just want to say, I’ve found some really great followers who I admire as well as admired by and it means alot, you guys are all so sweet and I find it so cool that people find me interesting as well as my relationship with my perfect man it means alot to me, I started this blog so I can pretty much use it as a journal and just write what I think or how I feel and stuff never thought anyone would ever read my stuff, it’s kinda nice besides when you have immature people reading it and judging what I say, this blog is for me and I’m so happy with the people who love it, but the negative narcissists who read it and judge me should really mind their own business:) thank you! I love all my great followers though and I’m so thankful for those who write me asking relationship advice, life advice, and tell me they look up to me and Ryan :) you guys are awesome! ❤

Pretty much sums it up!
This is my fiancée sweet little daughter whom I love with every ounce of my existence, it’s so great raising a child, I hope many years down the road when we are ready I have a son, we already have all our kids names picked out, for the future of course:)

Pretty much sums it up!
This is my fiancée sweet little daughter whom I love with every ounce of my existence, it’s so great raising a child, I hope many years down the road when we are ready I have a son, we already have all our kids names picked out, for the future of course:)

Can’t believe it’s been five years since Joe died. I remember being little and asking him if his name was Joseph and then he told me his name was Harry Joe Rogers. I thought he was kidding at first then he showed me his drivers license, he would have been 48 this year, he was a dear family friend, my parents knew him since he was a baby and we will never forget him, we think about you alot you silly old guy and we miss you dearly.